Rare Spiritual Treasure: "Divine Games of Bala Sai" by V.R. Krishna Kumar

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Pandaal

FESTIVALS

AUSPICIOUS THURSDAY

Bharath may be considered as the birthplace of festivals. Especially, the Old Mandir, with our Bala Sai moving around, always had a festive look, a cheerful elegance and a delightful bliss all over. Every festival had its own glory. The auspicious Guruvaram, Thursdays, was an important day of the week to worship the Guru of the Gurus, Lord Sai Guru. He was our Satguru and also the Lord of the Yogis, Yogeshwara! His devotees offered special worship on this auspicious day. We used to give Him a head bath on this day, and He would wear the best of His clothes and look majestic. Unlike these days, He used to wear jubbas of many colours. Before coming out, He would try one dress and ask some of us for our opinion. The number of times He would change, before deciding on the final colour of His dress, was a beauty by itself. That swan-like walk, movements like Mohini, the most beautiful damsel, that naughty looks, that mischievous smiles, and everything in Him was a rare beauty that can never be described, in any number of words. By the time he dressed and took Harathi in the Mandir, the inmates would have been bugged out. They would feel so tired, as if having travelled all the worlds! My mother was the one who introduced the jubbas[1] of various colours, to start with. If it was His pleasure to try so many of these before choosing one, we had the contentment of folding the mass of jubbas lying on His bed.

Savitramma was our leader, and we used to stand like a fort around Swami, to abort His attempts to run away from there. Only when she gave the green signal, we used to guide Him directly into the hall. Every suggestion of Sakammagaru was respected by all of us, and her word was final. She was the only who had the authority to ask Swami to stop His naughty play and make Him go to the Mandir, for Harathi; and He would listen to her, like an obedient child. There was no end to His mischief in those days. Besides deciding about the colour of His jubba from the others, He would also, ask if His curly hair was fine, if the garland He wore was suitable, if the colour combination of the veil was appropriate, and there seemed to be no end to all. these. With all these on one side, He would be concerned about the welfare of the people seated in the Mandir and enquire about them lovingly. Wheater they had coffee? Whether they were comfortably seated? Whether they had proper rest? It was a pleasure to see this, as He would enquire about them, as if they were small children, waiting for milk! Sometimes, He would slap my back and say if He had to ask me for everything? This was a clear indication that He wanted something, and Sakammagaru would understand and fetch some coffee for Him.

Dressed beautifully, His face would be so effulgent, like the face of Brahma as described in the sacred texts. Our hearts would be flooded with showers of Ananda. It was a great sight for everyone, and it was difficult to decide if we were in an Ashram or a Mutt or a Temple or just one big family? No one would have ever witnessed such happiness, flowing all over, anywhere else in the world. Such were those wonderful days, in the Old Mandir!

GURUPOURNIMA

During Gurupournima festival, we asked Swami about this festival at a time when a few religious heads were also there. Swami started like this:

Gurur Brahma Gurur Vishnu

(Guru is Brahma, Guru is Vishnu)

Gururdevo Maheshwara

(Guru is the Almighty Supreme Lord-Shiva)

Gurusakshat Parabrahma

(Guru is verily Supreme Brahma)

Tasmi Sri Guruve Namaha

(Salutations to such auspicious Guru)

“If the Trinity were the heads of their Heavens, in the world, a Guru would be the One with all these three powers. Such a powerful Guru may be treated at par with the Almighty. Such a Master of the Yogis could not he found easily by ordinary mortals. The disciples, who fully believe in the Guru, should have some high standards. The Guru may test his disciples, but would it be right for the disciples to test Him? Once having accepted the Guru, any sort of doubts raised in the mind would be bad, and to leave the Guru would be worst, because this would lead to 'Gurudroham', cheating the Guru. The result of this, shall be serious, just like what happened to Karna (Though he was very powerful, he perished in the Mahabharat war).” The way everyone's eyes were glued to Swami and the silence that prevailed was beyond description. To get the Almighty Sai Prabhu, as our Guru was only due to our past merits of numerous births, all put together! All this was being deeply assessed by the religious heads. One of them got up to ask Swami something. Swami informed him, "My child! This is not a classroom for you to stand up, and we are not Gurus and disciples. This is one family without discrimination. The one with a pure heart would be the greatest. Be seated!" Usually, religious heads of fame would command a lot of respect and expect the disciples to bow to them, for everything. But here, it was entirely different, and this gesture made tears flow from his eyes. He submitted that people considered him as a religious head, but now he clearly understood what he actually was. He repented that he always considered his position in high esteem and had never ventured to think of the Atmic values. He was very happy to have realised this and bowed, in respect, to Swami. He assured that he would tread the path of Dharma with humility and a sacrificial heart.

As soon as he finished, Swami laughed, and no one could understand the reason for it. The religious head lost colour, thinking that he must have made some mistake. He was unaware that Swami never liked to be praised or appreciated. He would pour out all His love on all those who came there, without regarding them as big or small, rich or poor, high or low! His aim was to put them in the right path, for the welfare of humanity and never do anything for praise. He blessed him and sent him off, as a realised religious head.

I have a small request for the readers, to consider themselves as being in my position and thus to enjoy the same Ananda experienced by me in these pages. You may feel that many pranks of His are already known to you, but such divine Leelas of Bala Sai, that cleansed so many great people, would surely bring about better realisation. If we ask Him for one thing, He gets ready to give us ten. The Leelas of young Sai of those days were rare and could be relished any number of times. It would not be repeating such again, as that period of young age has passed.


[1]Jubba (also spelled Jubbah) is a traditional, long, loose-fitting outer garment or robe, primarily worn by men. It is a staple of traditional dress in many parts of the Middle East, North Africa, and South Asia.

DASARA

Dasara was a grand festival of ten days, at Puttaparthi. In the beginning, it was referred to as 'Uragimpu Pandaga', as Swami would be taken around the village on a palanquin. Each year, itbecame grander and grander with the increase in the number of devotees. Each day, a different palanquin was arranged, and Swami wore different coloured jubbas, each day. On one such occasion some rowdies planned to cause trouble, eye. That day, He selected only a few ladies to lead the palanquin procession, and the men surrounded them, from all the sides. They started singing, as the procession moved forward towards Puttaparthi village. After some time the rowdies started pelting stones from different directions. The stones turned into flowers and landed at Swami's feet, without hurting anyone. Everyone was surprised at this rare miracle, and the rowdies got tired of pelting stones, and soon disappeared. Besides teaching them a lesson, He showed us the way He would protect the devotees with love and without using of force.

For all the ten days, different palanquins, beautifully decorated with flowers, were made. Each day He would grant Darshan, depending upon the way the palanquin was decorated. On the last day, He would shoot the dummy arrows, kept in the palanquin, at the Juvi tree inside the village. As the arrows reached the tree, they would manifest into beautiful garlands. When He stood there shooting arrows, He verily looked like Lord Rama, with so much effulgence. To witness this, not just one birth, even many births would not suffice!

Ladies would wear new clothes after bath and start Kumkum Poojas, (worship by sprinkling of red vermicelli powder). Swami, looking like Goddess Lakshmi, would be seated before them and bless them with Padanamaskar, after the worship. On the last day, called Vijayadasami, He would gift them with bowls vermicelli, jacket pieces, and bangles, and bless them. Full details are covered in my sister's first book.

There was no end to singing during such festival days. Everyone in our family used to sing well, due to His grace, and the trouble my mother Radhammagaru took to force us into singing. As already mentioned, Bala Sai was the embodiment of Saraswathi, and when He sang, the melody flowed like the nonstop dancing Ganges River. We would forget ourselves, for hours, when He sang classical songs with Chitta Swaras. The songs of Purandaradasa, Meera, and others were sung in such a way that tears of joy would engulf everyone. Besides His wonderful compositions, He would also make us sing our compositions. To ensure that the world should not forget these, we have recorded some of those songs, as sung by Swami in those days. Though these are very old compositions and tunes, anyone would dance in delight hearing them.

THE MONTH OF KARTIKA

Way back in those days, festivals like Shivaratri, Shankaranthi, Deepavali, etc., were being celebrated in the Old Mandir. Maybe, because Swami was born during Kartika, that month, as per the Hindu calendar, was treated as most auspicious by the devotees. It was during the month of Kartika that the Gopikas had performed special worship - not to loose Krishna forever. During that period, one famous sanyasi came to the Old Mandir. He was gigantic and a great devotee of Shakthi. That evening, Swami told us to get ready for Harathi of 108 wicks and camphor. As usual, we failed to light the wicks, and just by showing His Abhaya Hasta, Swami lighted all the wicks in a flash. As the grand Harathi was being performed, He appeared in the form of divine light, to the sanyasi. Engulfed by this divine vision, he just bundled himself at Swami's feet, in total surrender. When, how and why He would perform such miracles, no one could guess! This was how He proved that he was the embodiment of all the forms.

The next day, when the sanyasi wanted to leave and asked for Swami's permission, Swami asked him to stay back, as it was a more auspicious day. In the evening, Swami told us to assemble near the hillock where a lot of Tulasi (Basil) trees grew naturally, like a forest. During festivals, we used to pluck a lot of Tulasi, for worship from that hillock. The villagers would also collect Tulasi from there and supply it to various temples. Swami told us to be attentive, and in a flash He was on top of the hill.

SUN DARSHAN

Though the Sun had set, Swami told us He would show us the Sun. Soothing white rays started appearing from behind and within no time, it became redder, and redder! When we were engulfed by scorching heat all over, we started shouting to Swami for help. Within no time, it cooled down, and everything became normal.

MOON DARSHAN

Swami did not stop with this, and He said that He would show us the Moon. Silvery rays started appearing from behind. As its intensity increased, the whole background became whiter, and whiter. At the same time, the place became so cool we felt as if we were getting frozen. As before, we shouted to Swami, and everything became normal.

TRINETRA DARSHAN

This time, Swami told us that He would show us the Third Eye of Lord Shiva. Again, tender rays started appearing, and Swami's face became very big. His face appeared like dazzling stars, and for a few moments, fantastic sparks came out from His forehead. As it cooled off, the whole place became dark again. We did not know when Swami came down and joined us. We were relieved to see Him appear, in His usual form, and were happy to note that all was well with Him. All this happened within moments. We staggered back to the Mandir, trying to sing songs, but we only succeeded in mumbling something. We did not know what had happened to us.

The next day, Swami whispered something to the sanyasi, in his ear, and we presumed that it must have been a Mantra. He also advised him to be in seclusion and do meditation, to attain salvation. We presumed that Swami would show many more miracles, to the delight of the whole world.

One famous Guru, by name Kartika Swami, came to see our Bala Sai, with his disciples. They bowed to Swami with respect, and Kartika Swami came out with his story. It seems he was born in a poor family and opted to become a sadhu. As he remained silent, without speaking, in the month of Kartika, as per the Hindu calendar, and did many types of worship during that period, he came to be called Kartika Swami, by his disciples. Slowly, he had started an Ashram and started his livelihood by receiving something from the people who came there. He had come to see Bala Sai, after having heard so much about Him. Our Master could read anyone's mind, and, if necessary, give them some proper treatment. After three days, during one prayer session, he saw Swami in the form of a Jyothi, divine light. He stood there like a statue with folded hands and seemed to float in bliss. After some time, he fell on Swami's feet and exclaimed that the effulgence that emanated from His form was like tender Sunrays. Swami just smiled, as if He knew nothing. Before he left, Swami seemed to him some tips on running the Ashram and on the importance of internal reforms. He did leave the Old Mandir with much more wisdom.

Swami fully knew how to deal with anyone, and the people who surrendered to Him got the best out of Him, more easily. People who were proud, had to wait for a long time, so that their ego was burnt, and then receive whatever they were ordained to receive. Though He looked small, there was nothing He did not know. It was difficult for the newcomers to realize Him as the Almighty Lord and the Creator of the universe. In spite of seeing all this with their own eyes, many remained ignorant, due to the veil of Maya, illusion.

ROYAL FAMILYOF MYSORE

In those days, the royal family of the Maharaja of Mysore used to visit Puttaparthi. Mysore Raja's mother was called as Rajamatha, the royal mother. They would seek Swami's permission to come there, and tents were put up, before their arrival. We had never seen such tents before. These had all the facilities inside, with lots of privacy, as were 'in Gosha', not to be seen by the public. They came with their own cooks, and helpers, and these were also provided with separate tents. They were very devoted, and their family deity was 'Chamundeshwari', a form of Shakthi. Everyday rituals and worship was a must. They would also do Pada Pooja (washing the feet with rosewater, etc.) to Swami, and He had granted the divine vision of Chamundeshwari to the Rajamatha, impressed by her devotion. They would stay for a few days and leave with Swami's consent.

GROWING GARLANDS

Lots of flowers were being sent by the royal family, from Mysore during festivals. On one such occasion, there was a huge mass of flowers that looked like a small hill, and the devotees started making garlands out of it. Swami was no less than any, in this art, either. He would sit among us and make garlands of various types. He would also draw men into this arena. Though the process continued till late in the night, still half the hill of flowers remained untouched. We wondered what Swami would do with so many loose flowers and the garlands already made by us. Satisfied with our job, He made us convert the garlands into round balls. As we started rolling the garlands, into tight balls, it continued to grow like the tail of Hanuman.

We were surprised to see that the hill of loose flowers, become smaller, and smaller and flowed into the garlands that were being made into balls. Ultimately, not a single loose flower was left. If Lord Krishna had saved Draupadthi from the shame of being stripped. of her saree, by making it grow longer and longer, what was this for our Sai Krishna? If naughty Krishna had saved Sakkubai, by grinding heaps of rice into rice flour in one night, what was this for Him, now as Bala Krishna? That was another simple miracle, to reveal His powers and to open our eyes.

RACE DRIVER

During one festival, the Rajamatha of Mysore had sent some items to Puttaparthi in a jeep. Though Chitravathi was flowing, it was not a big hurdle for a jeep to cross over. Surprisingly, half the way into the river, it got stuck and would not budge. All the efforts of the driver failed, as the wheel had gone deep into the loose sand below. The efforts of the villagers to pull the jeep, using their bullocks, also failed. As it was already dark, they lifted the items to the Old Mandir. Even the next day, when they failed to move the jeep, they informed this matter to Swami. Our tiny Lord would not move, unless asked for! He had observed all this labour, with a smile. When all our efforts fail and when we surrender to Him, He would surely swing into action.

We reached the spot with Swami and wondered how the jeep would move, since the wheels had disappeared into the sand below. The driver was not able to start the jeep, as much water had flowed under the bonnet. Swami took over the driver's seat, and the jeep not only started, but also moved like a feather through water. Was this Mantra or Magic, we wondered? But, it was His mysterious Leela! In no time, it went through the village and stopped in front of the Ashram. Swami dived out of the jeep and went in. The driver, who had failed to start the jeep, and a few others who got down, looked pale, and seemed to shiver. When we enquired as to why they were looking aghast, they said that Swami drove the jeep so fast into the narrow lanes of the village, no 'Race Driver' in the world would have ever beaten Him. They wondered who had taught Him to drive. When did He learn driving? Like this, He taught that divinity need not be taught anything! The villagers were dazed, to see such a young driver! Well, we knew, that for the charioteer of the Mahabharath war, this was nothing! He had exhibited many such great acts and continues to do such strange things. Our births were indeed sanctified to see such divine acts of Bala Sai.

Palanquin procession during the First Dassera Festival, October 1946

ROYAL FAMILY OF CHINCHOLI

In those days, the royal family of Chincholi also visited Puttaparthi. The sacred place of Shiridi came under Chincholi province. Shiridi Sai Baba had visited their palace, many a time. Being the Avatar of Shiridi Sai, our Bala Sai had revealed many past incidents of His previous Avatar. But, many people had not believed His revelations, and many people had no knowledge of Shiridi Sai, as they were living in such remote areas. Once, when challenged for proof, Swami had shown the picture of Shiridi Sai which appeared on His left palm and His own picture, on the right palm.

The Rajamatha of Chincholi was aged and was an ardent devotee of Shiridi Sai. Later she and her family firmly believed in Bala Sai as the Avatar of Shiridi Sai. Thus, when she invited Swami to Chincholi, He had kindly accepted her invitation. The horse-drawn tongas, or coaches, of their family were beautiful and very comfortable, with royal splendour. The coach in which Shiridi Sai had travelled, in those days, was very well preserved and maintained by them. They had not used that coach for their personal use. It was kept aside, exclusively for Bala Sai. Such was their devotion. As far as I know, this same tonga was used by Swami when he had visited Chincholi, accompanied by Rajamatha. There was a big secret associated with this tonga.

When Shiridi Sai had travelled in this tonga, He had kept something in it, but the same was forgotten by the royal family. After so many years, when Swami travelled in the same tonga, with Rajamatha, He had revealed this to her. She was surprised beyond any limits. How could He forget what He had done in the form of Shiridi Sai? Due to her deep devotion, He had proved to her that He was verily the form of Shiridi Sai. In spite of many such incidents, if some people still doubted what He said, it was their misfortune. The same tonga was gifted to Swami, and I was fortunate to see it.

MISSING COMPASS

Once, a small aeroplane, with some technical snag, force-landed near Kottcheravu. The excited villagers came from all over, to have a close look at it; but the inmates of the Old Mandir did not venture, as Swami said, "What is so great about it"! While He said this, He gave me a strange look. From my young age, I had a great fascination for modern inventions, and I could not resist having a look at it. Swami saw my frustration and allowed me to see the plane, secretly, before leaving on a short trip to Bangalore. As there was no means to lift the plane to Bangalore, it was still lying there. Without telling anyone, I went to see the plane, equipped with one screwdriver and cutting player. The person who was on guard had seen me at the Old Mandir, and allowed me to get into the plane, for a closer look. My eyes fell on a lovely compass that was fixed to the panel. To my luck, that guard requested me to take charge of the plane, till he returned after his lunch, and told me not to allow anyone near it. Considering this as my great luck, I neatly removed the compass and pocketed it. I slipped away from there, as soon as the guard returned, and hid the compass in the storeroom.

The owner of the plane observed the missing compass and came to know through the guard that I was only person allowed to enter the plane. Soon they came to the Old Mandir, in search of me. Swami smiled at them, instantly, and informed them that there was an engineer in the Ashram and called for me. When I arrived on the scene, He introduced them to me as police personnel, in search of a missing compass. Well, what was not known to our Great Thief? Helplessly, I stood there like a statue. Swami told them to take me into custody and teach me a nice lesson and disappeared into His room. I revealed to them what I had done and told them that I was very fascinated at the compass which was something never seen by me before. I accepted that I had always wished to possess one compass and handed it back to them. I do not know what they thought, they did not get angry with me and instead presented the compass to me. Though Swami literally told them to take me into custody, His heart was soft like butter, and He saved me from shame. This was why He was called Thief of the Hearts!

HIGH SCHOOL EXAMS

As already said, I had spent most of my time at Puttaparthi, missing school and would come to Kuppam, just before the exams. This was the case with my sister, also. Sitting in front of the books, we would wonder where and how to start. As the final High School was very crucial for us, we started praying to Swami, and suddenly the lizard on the wall called 'Tick Tick'. It was a belief. that whenever the lizard called, the work at hand or the thoughts in our mind at that time, would come true. Whenever it called, we marked the chapter in front of us as important and studied only a few such portions. Well, only those portions appeared on the question papers, and so we could answer such questions. Sometimes, when we were confused which answer to write, we were guided by the lizard in the examination hall also. This way, Swami helped us with our exams, and this was sufficient for us to pass out of school, with respect. Not only in school exams, but Swami, had guided me, in many ways in the tests of my life, also. Even to this day, He remains like an invisible shadow, guiding our family in many ways, beyond description.

BLISSFUL DAYS

Once, Swami started talking about women. He had a high regard for women and considered them as an integral part for the development of any nation. Men may get angry easily, but not women! The way the compassionate Lord was so concerned about their welfare and regarded them in high esteem, made our hearts melt. Swami praised women for playing so many roles with selfless service. Swami asseverated that every child should respect the parents, especially the mother, for having granted this birth. Well in my case, if it were not for my parents, I would not have landed at His feet. It was due to their blessings that I had this opportunity of service to Swami, at such a young age.

In this way, days passed by, and the crowd started increasing. The lover of devotees willed to build .a bigger Mandir, to accommodate the swelling crowds. The construction of the present Prashanthi Nilayam, was started during 1948. Without anyone's knowledge as Krishna He had built Dwaraka overnight, this was nothing for Him, and during 1950, it was inaugurated. During this time, the devotees made a strong request. During the Avatar of Rama, the help of the monkey army was accepted, and during Krishna Avatar the help of the people of Gokul was accepted! So during this age of Kali, we forced Him to accept something from His devotees. Swami said, with a smile, that a lot of work shall be granted to the devotees, without wages. When we were bestowed with His enormous grace, where was the need for wages? The devotees stood as help to lift bricks, water, beams, stone boulders, etc. They were also given the opportunity to sieve sand, mix lime, cure the structures, etc. In the evening Swami would sit on a heap of sand as His throne and arrange for coffee, or fruits to be served to all of the devotees there. Those were our happy days, because Swami moved around us, constantly giving instructions. Even the God of Time forgot Himself, and days passed by slowly. We forgot the dates, weeks, and months-looking at Bala Sai, the embodiment of time!

Blissful days cannot pass on like this forever, and Swami handed me the letter written by my mother, asking me to take charge of the business and family affairs. Swami informed me to pack-up and get ready to go to Kuppam the next day. Thinking of my return journey, uncontrollable tears started flowing, and looking at my plight, the inmates also started crying with me. Swami did not seem to take note of all this, but I was sure He was also deeply moved. I started moving around, like a cat with burnt paws, and no one was in a position to console me. That night, I just held Swami and wept so much that His jubba became wet. The way He consoled me, I just cannot explain to you. My agony could have melted even a hard rock.

The next day, I started my journey, and Swami came with some devotees up to the Chitravathi. Though Swami was saying something, I could not hear anything, except my own heart beat. My legs became heavy and refused to move, but the time had come for me to leave. I wondered how would I withstand this situation? How? Just, how? Swami materialized some Vibhuthi and said, "Go with courage! Shortly I shall call you back. Convey My blessings to your father, mother, and children. Write a letter, as soon as you reach”. Saying this, He let go of my hand and started to return. I remained there like a stone, but Swami did not look back. I forced my heavy feet to move and walked all the way to Bukkapatanam. I decided to dash back to Puttaparthi, but the thoughts of my mother and family responsibilities reminded me of my duties. Making my heart like a stone, I boarded the bus and reached Kuppam the next day.

Instead of being happy about my return, my ghastly looks made my family gasp. I held my mother and cried. The agony of separation was not something new for them, because they had also gone through such a phase. Trying to consol me, they also shed tears. Well, Swami's love was so powerful, so great and so sweet! After three days, I received a letter from Seshagiritata, informing me that Swami had not come out of His room on the day I left Puttaparthi and did not have His meals, either. Reading this, our hearts broke! What affection! What affinity! We prayed that birth after birth, it should remain like this. This made us remember how the Gopikas and the Gopas yearned for Krishna, as written in the Bhagawatham. We had the fortune to feel like them and taste divine love. I proceeded in my life, thinking of all these incidents, laughing and crying.

1949 - Sathya Sai with the royal family of Chincholi

The Tonga which Shirdi Baba used to move around in the Chincholi kingdom. It is currently on display at the Chaitanya Jyoti Museum at Puttaparthi